November 2, 2019: finding a purpose

Yes, you heard that right. I'm so tired of my depression taking control of me. Today I said fuck it. And I suddenly realized, while pooping: "Why am I studying?" "What's this life's purpose?" And as much as it sounds cringy, but I suddenly realized what's life's purpose and why I'm studying.

What's life's purpose, why am I doing this and why am I studying?

• It's for personal growth. (I hate this as much as you do but I had to say that it's true)
• To find a good paying job
• To have my own house

That's it I guess. Now I need to get myself to work. I have this huge Chemistry oral test coming up, and I can't miss it. Have a good one!